Mari makan

Ptg ni buka peti besi, godek2 cari gambar food sbb ade request dr sis Mimy. Da lama kan i x tayang hasil masakan i. muehehe.... well, menu petang ni adalah lasagna!! nyum2. JGN TERTIPU, bukan buat ptg ni pon...lasagna ni da berkurun lama da... buat masa sambut new year and meraikan kepulangan beloved sis. huhu..

-Super rich beef lasagna with Harrods manggo tea-

Seingat i, lasagna ni siap di masak pada pukul 12tgh mlm kot, masa tu, my SIL baru blk dr Scotland. Then, yg ada kt umah mlm tu hanyalah kami bertiga saje (me, my bro and SIL) So, mlm tu supper high class sket...melantak lasagna..then nanti lemak pon high class gk menempek. Lasagna sheet ni diterbangkn khas dr Scotland. Huhu...cian my SIL, teringin nk mam lasagna kt sana, then terpaksa blk suruh i yg masak. hoho.. ye ke?almaklumlah, i ni chef rasmi dlm umah ni. hmm... Before dia blk msia, awal2 lg dia da call i 'oit, hang pandai msk lasagna x?? nak beli sheet lasagna ni, nanti blk, hang buat lasagna bley?' i pon dgn terkebil2 dan konfiden trus ckp 'mesti la bley...google je la recipe kt tenet...kan besepah2.' huhu.. Tp malang nya, bila dia smpai msia, asyik tdo je.. still jetlag. sbb tu la i pon mls je nk start msk. But finally, mlm tu berjaya gak masak lasagna ni.

-After 1st round menjamah-

Mlm tu i masak satu dulang petak yg slalunye wat pizza tuh. fuh...mmg bnyk x terkata... ye laaa... lasagna yg super duper rich ngan cheese tu di buat dlm dulang petak pizza, then yg mkn hanyalah 3 makhluk 'halus' kt umah ni. Hikhik....but still ade left over, yg berjaya di buat lunch keesokan harinya. Bila da abis satu dulang ni, trus terlupa lasagna pizza hut tuh. ngeee

Err...ada sesape mau resepi ke?? sng je la wat lasagna ni... x susah pon. :)
Kalo korang slalu wat spagheti, and ader left over kuah spagheti tu, leh la recycle wat lasagna ni plak.. Resipi yg i guna ni, telah diubah suai mengikut selera lidah and anak tekak i ni. Chef profesional la katakan.. uwekkk.. uhuhu, before that, mmg da siap google a few recipe...and combine je sesedap perisa. :)

Ini adalah my beloved SIL. oh ye, i syg kan dia.. x de gadoh2 ye. mmg satu kepala ni. :)

Owh, ari ni adalah birthday anak buah i yg ke...6 kot,
Happy Birthday to Aqmar Zafrei,
Next year skolah kjg kan?? huhu..jgn buli cik nolly ye nanti. :)




ps:
Lately i da x msk, sbb gas da abis, and sampai now x beli2 lagi! uwaa...
Lagipon, x de selera la mau mam. As i said before, i mmg makan utk hidup je skang ni.

Petang selalu hujan..

Hola..
Today feel much more better sket...
Da kurang rasa sedey..
Tp wujud perasaan lain plak.....
Iaitu, terasa sgt MARAH ngan Microsoft plak...
Ish2...tak bagus betul ader perasaan cam gini,
Sbb nanti leh membawa padah woo...

Alkisahnye, tgh hari td, Mr Ivan telah mengumumkn bahawa exam seterusnya bukan lagi MCQ! So, exam seterusnya adalah dlm bentuk simulasi. Disini ditegaskan, kaedah GIGO tidak lagi efektif, mahupun jika murid bertukar jadi GIGOLO..masih juga x efektif! ni mesti sebab ramai sgt yg dpt full mark on previous exam, sbb tu la microsoft x puas hati ngan kitaorg kan?? ish3..busuk hati btul.

Maka, dgn ini, i kena la bawa bekal pisang ke kelas utk membolehkn otak ini beri tumpuan 200%. *Minggu ni x bawa pisang langsung, because i thought i'm not using my brain at all since the GIGO method work at the previous exam.. *SIGH*

Itu pasal la, ptg2 asyik hujan ader.. bak kata pepatah..'Ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan ditgh hari' wth..x de kene mengena pon. dush.

Dream or Nightmare?

Even though i'd forgive all people that make me hurt, i still feel the pain. I dont know where is wrong or maybe i left some step behind and i just dont realise about it. I've try so hard to wash the dark side apart of me, but i can still feel the pain. In a past few days, i dont get a decent sleep....i keep had a dream or nigthmare that haunt me forever! Oh please...go away all the dream and nightmare!!! Leave me alone! I want to feel normal again! I dont want this kind of pain! I cant take any presricption to heal this kind of pain except for keep asking from Allah.

Owh, i still breathing, but in a hard and crucial way. I feel like there is a huge rock inside of my lung. Yes, i'm barely to breath. and sometime i wish that i stop breathing, so there is no pain.. BUT, i dont want to put my faith in that way. I dont give up. I keep and keep asking from Allah.

To dream and nightmare,
Please..please..and please, dont haunt me anymore. Go away! Let me sleep decently. I cant afford to get on my life while you still haunt me in my dream. :(

Bright and Shiny

Today i feel much more better..
Even though i had an exam for the MCITP after 5 days of classes.
Alhamdulillah....i'm passed it with flying colors.

Well, at previous post i ada whining about this course kan...
Huhu...semalam takut la jugak...sbb buat sample question tu, asyik failed aje.
Da la sedang menghadapi tekanan perasaan yg maha hebat.
After find out the GIGO method (garbage in garbage out) finally, i bley dapat full marked!
Amazing btul.. :) ...so, tips nya hanya la hafal jawapan je ok! soalan tu x baca pon x pe. Oleh itu, korg leh la jwb 50 MCQ dlm masa 5 min aje.. Best kan?? sample Q ader dlm 100 lebey, actual exam kuar random dr sample tu, and kuar mmg sbijik sejibon ngan soalan sample tu.

Ini adalah kitab yg diberi...tebal sgt dan seberat 1.5 kg (betul ni, td baru g timbang)
(tp i x baca pon...masih suci...nasib baik da koyak plastic, kalo tak, sure leh jual blk)
Selalunya, buku programming tebal ni, setahun baru abis cover, tp microsoft ni kejam, terpaksa cover dlm masa 5 hari saje!


This is the result, right after completed the exam
Exam ni computer-based, ala2 mcm amik exam utk amik lesen tu...
submit je answer sume, trus kuar result kan.
berdebar la gak masa nk picit button END REVIEW tu.....
Rasa lega sgt bila nampk perkataan PASS

closeup on my result. markah utk pass adalah 700/1000
but i manage to get all correct answer.
Alhamdulillah

About yesterday entry, just ignore it.
Actually, i dont want people asking about it.
Thats why the title was STOP ASKING...

For my fellows fren, expecially my classmate,
Thanks for not asking about what happen to me...
Even though u see watering eyes..
Maybe all of you already know what happen.
And familiar with my idiocy life.
I'm so appreciate.


~I've had a hole in my heart recently,
and somehow, it slowly started to heal~


ps: The result tu sama je utk sume org...almost my classmate, dpt full marked! Congratz ok....esok leh mam satay kajang! Mr Ivan da janji nak belanja kan?? huhu

Stop Asking

Ya Allah,
Andai MATI itu lebih baik buat ku,
Maka cabutlah nyawa ku ini..
Jika hidup itu lebih baik untuk ku,
Maka kurangkan lah rasa sakit ini..
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik.

Ya Allah,
Ampuni lah dosa-dosa ku..
Ampuni lah dosa-dosa insan yang ku sayang..
Ampuni lah dosa-dosa insan yang pernah sakiti ku..
Ampuni lah dosa-dosa muslimin dan muslimat..
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mengasihani.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

Hari ini lebih baik dari semalam

Hari ni da masuk hari ketiga kursus server admin...
Alhamdulillah...da bley survive da...
Nasib baik our trainer Mr Ivan tu best.

On the other side, perasaan membuak2 utk blk ke rumah masih ditahap maksimum!!! ohh.....i sangat rindukan rumah di kampung halaman! Rindukan my mom! :( even, hari tu da blk masa 20hb-24hb......mana cukup weih.... :(

I've some plan here, abis je kursus ni, rasa nk blk umah trus...then...dok je kt umah yg best tu diam2. namo cari keje! :D yeay..... DI ULANGI, i tak mahu kerje! nak dok umah puas2....gossip ngan my mom puas2...makan puas2...tido puas2........ and sampai dpt kekuatan utk hidup berdikari semula.. huhuhu... ok...jgn percaya 100%.

Actually, i mmg ader terniat pon...yg x nk keje lagi, unless dpt SPA or EXXON. (huh...kuat berangan) other than that, i nak blk umah, then sambung belajar menjahit kt blakang umah tu, then leh wat projek baru!! JAHIT BAJU.. *happy*

Projek Baking and cooking tergendala seketika disebabkan i da x de selera nak makan. Skarg ni da x de mengada2 nk makan mcm2.....i just makan utk hidup je nih... SBB utama adalah i menghadapi tekanan yang bertubi tubi dari sume arah....rasa cam nk tekan tubi je neh. huhu...abaikan.

I miss My MOM
I miss H.O.M.E

Server oh Server

Today da start MCITP-Server Admin also known as Microsoft Certified IT Professional in Server Administrator. Bahasa yg plg simple, i attend kursus profesional kt UKM terchenta ni. Tiap2 ari class kul 9-5ptg ok! Isnin sampai sabtu! 25Mei-30Jun. sngt dasyat... rasa nak nangis kuar air mata darah da ni.

Sebab musabab yg rasa nk nangis and pengsan ni:
-ader 14 topic yg nk kena cover dlm masa 5 hari, then ada exam! every topic tu sumenye ader sub2 topic yg sgt bnyk!
-bnyk giler term2 baru and logic and link nak kena ingt!! huhu...
-otak i ni da penat...x leh menerima 8 jam ilmu nonstop!
-our trainer, Mr Ivan da jadi mcm robot... hmm..langsung x reti nk nonstop! bla..bla..blaa

Sebab musabab i pilih Server Admin instead of Web Developer:
-rasa cam best je blajar psl server ni, sbb masa practical dulu, i mmg jadi Server Analyst. huhu

-dulu masa practical, rasa senang je monitor server. best plak tu, mcm main kete remote control tu..siap leh monitor server yg ader kt europe!
-berangan2 senang nak keje kat Exxon (tmpt i practical dulu) bila da ader sijil server admin ni

Sebab musabab berlakunya conflict dalaman:
-bila da blajar td...rasa susah giler...sbb sume benda kena buat dlm server tu!
-dulu kt Exxon bley la...buat yg senang2 je....yg part2 susah tu, jeling dari jauh je
-ader sampai 3-4 exam kot! belajar 5 hari, exam satu hari. x ke giler tuh. rasa mcm benda yg sepatutnya blajar 2 tahun, dipendekkn jadi 5 minggu je. huhu..leh pendek umur gak nih.
-da la td..asyik ngantok ajer...da ptg2 tu, bknnye x paham ape yg diajar, tp da mmg sendiri yang x nak paham.

Kesimpulan
Terpaksa la habiskn juga kursus ni..sbb da ditaja weih...kerajaan da baik hati support...kursus ni bukan nye murah plak tu....dlm 10+k sorg. So, BERSYUKUR la..instead of merungut and mengeluh sepanjang masa!

Game Strategy
-Esok kena bawa bekal pisang montel bnyk2 untuk sumber potasium special for my brain! baru la otak i leh menerima ilmu selama 8jam nonstop! :)

Can't Stop Smiling..

* i know...this smile are not everlasting forever :(

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH....
i'm totally speechless....i just SMILE...and SMILE...and SMILE again...
hikhikhik...langsung da x bley stop smiling ni!

Finally, i've completed my degree without any *extend word*. YEAY.....
So today, presentation terakhir i sebagai Degree Student. The Verbal Evaluation. its actually, x la sesusah mana pon. I still dengan confidentnye bentangkan my thesis tu. I rasa, kerja dgn robot lagi senang dari buat sistem! Owh...for my fellows fren yg buat sistem tu, semoga berjaya ok!

Chronology of VIVA

Actually smlm, i x tdo pon!! i still buat program utk Arrick supaya dia bley jalan2 cari cahaya. But with additional function, yang Arrick akan reverse kalo dia langgar obstacle. The major problem semalam, bila setiap kali test aje......tayar depan tu asyik bengkok je. Thats mean, orthosurgery before ni failed. huhu....until 6am, the new organ a.k.a servo motor tu plak not functioning! uhh....sgt berserabut ok kepala otak i ni. Then i trus tido jap.

10am, there is an Angel....who srub in the Ortho Surgery, and Arrick having the several out patient procedure, while i'm busy prepairing the slides. At the same time, i'm recharging Arrick heart..By 1.40pm, baru la Arrick bersedia utk diuji semula.... The new organ still nt working! urghh... i da pasrah giler ok...but at very last minit, i figure out the cause! Rupanya, servo motor tu da renggang, so need a little force. Then, i terpaksa sendal bwh servo motor tu dgn eraser! Then, trus bergerak ke UKM..without testing his new wheel! Just pasrah aje..

My presentation start at 3.10pm....pemeriksa i adalah DR RIZA yg sgt fopular kt my fac tu..sbb dia sgt sporting da best. Sume org mmg berhajat mau kan dia sebagai judges! I trus present dengan confident...jelas lagi nyata. Everything was smooth! and he really loves with my thesis! Masa demo the Arrick pon x de ape2 masalah. Roda depan tu, elok je berpusing, tanpa sebarang masalah. YEAY!

Owh..the scary part for most student is when the Q&A session. But, as i remember tadi, x de pon killer question yang dia tanya....sbb every soalan yang dia tanya tu, i da mmg ade jawapan la... wink*wink. Rahsianya...sbb i bertungkus lumus buat sendiri thesis ni! Even last minit punye keje. I yang banyak srub in dlm surgery Arrick ni. :) Even, Dr Riza mmg admit, i buat keje ni sendiri.. huhu...kembang jap.

*for TR student who get Dr Riza as judges..
~korg jgn ingat dia simply love bagi marks ok! dia tu agak cerewet...and will ask a lot of Q. so, beware......jangan ingt tasik yg tenang, x de buaya. :)

Update Arrick yg terbaru... masa lepas present ni... nmpk x pemadam putih yg da dibulatkn merah tu??? haha...its save my life tau!

So, lepas present, sesi komen Draft la plak.....x bnyk masalah sgt, edit sket2 je lg..But, overall was perfect! Dapat memuaskan hati pemeriksa I tu. Alhamdulillah.....

Owh...BTW, Arrick still ade ngan i kat umah ni lagi... rasa sayang plak nk pulangkn dia... huhuhu.. :(

-The Happy Hello Kitty-

Aktiviti lepas ni:
~ kemas rumah!!!! rumah ni da mcm tongkang pecah... barhabuk, berdaki sume cukup. huhu
~tangkap tikus kat facebook sampai muntah
~update blog...at least, satu entry sehari
~main game CSI yg baru delivery from Scotland. hahaha...*no cheating eh??
~errr.........x dilupakan, BAKING and COOKING!!!!!!

Verbal Evaluation, naik VIVA

ding dong!!

Just nk bg tau, esok i akan menghadapi VERBAL EVALUATION also known as VIVA!
yahoooo!!! sgt2 excited ni...

as u all sedia maklum, my thesis is about my dear Arrick.
so, esok i akan buat perbentangan pasal my thesis..pukul 2.30ptg at Lab2, FTSM.
dijemput hadir beramai2 bagi memeriahkn lagi suasana...huahua..mcm jemputan kawen plak

anyway, at first place, i nak extend, sbb Arrick tu mengalami sedikit masalah...
tp, kalo extend, my gred definitely akan turun..BUT ade je a few my fren yg extend, tp x kena turun gred.. huhu... i tersangat jeles pada mereka itu!!!!

Last FRIDAY, tetiba miracle happened!! huhu...MATA ARRICK telah berjaya berfungsi, hasil dari beberapa siri surgery. ALHAMDULILLAH...mmg rezeki sgt2 tu. i siap melompat2 kegembiraan lg kt dlm umah ni. Then, dgn mcm lipas kudung, i siapkn DRAFT THESIS on weekend, sbb ari ISNIN is last day for submit the draft. Bayangkan la, draft yg x wat ape2 lgsung, terpaksa disiapkn dlm masa 2 hari je. My supervisor also excited....sbb finally i siap and dapat VIVA on time.

Conclusionnye, i buat thesis ni dlm masa 2 minggu je, but the given time is 16 minggu! huhu....dengan sng lenang i da bazirkan 14 minggu berlalu tanpa wat ape2. So, agak sesape yg berani nak EXTEND, sila la ikut perangai i ni ye.....sume nye keje wat last minit. Anyway, wish me luck! :)

Trivia Mr Arrick:
Arrick telah mengalami beberapa siri surgery, seperti , Plastic surgery, Craniotomy, Ortho, Eye Surgery and Bypass surgery. huhu...alhamdulillah, akhirnya dia sihat seperti biasa. so.....this is new Arrick.. dia da bley lihat cahaya..so, kalo letak dia kt dlm bilik gelap pon, dia leh cari jln kuar sendiri!!



sambungan trivia..

Selasa (5hb) = beli organ2 kat black market.. huhu..kat pasar pudu tu je.
Rabu (6hb) = srub in plastic surgery, and neuro surgeon. * tambah expansion board and cable warna warni
Khamis (7hb) = srub in Eye Surgery...but no success..*working on Light Sensor Circuit
Jumaat (8hb) = still srub in Eye Surgery...success on 2.30pm.
Sabtu n ahad = wat paper work and working post up on Arrick
Isnin (11hb) = submit draft...post up with Arrick
Selasa (12hb) = surgeon berehat2..sambil cover tido yg sgt lama! Ptg baru srub in Ortho Surgery plak. repair tayar depan..tibia dia tu cam da bengkok aje.
Rabu (13hb) = surgeon smbung tido lg... mlm ni baru srub in last surgery, wat by pass kt jantung dia plak a.k.a his Batery Pack! huhuhu...and prepare slide and enhance in programming!

Mousehunt

Oh....sempena musim memburu tikus di facebook....i dengan tidak sengaja telah mendolot citer MouseHunt. Its totally hillarious....mcm nak terburai perut ni bila i gelak... baru je abis tgk cite ni tadi...da la tgk sensorg, gelak plak x ingt dunia. Hopefully, x de org terjaga. huhu

Well, cite ni agak lama..tahun 1997. But still the best....standard citer lama yg mcm Adam's Family tu. Gambar pon not bad. hmm....tikus tu pon sgt comel but sgt nakal. bila tgk cite ni rasa cam tgk series Home Alone plak....yeah..that kind of story. The most best part that i love, when this guy hire CATZILLA just to caught the mice. LOL...really2 funny. kucing tu sgt garang...mcm godzilla tau! imagine kalo Totoro milik Marts mcm tu. hikhikhik.

Ini logo MouseHunt yg i addicted gile kt facebook

Game ni sgt best...(for me la). Its a passive game, but totally get my nerve! sbb i sgt geram dgn jenis2 mouse yg ader...jenis2 trap..and cheese. sumenye very creative! So, i berkobar2 nak naikkan pangkat i as a hunter. Here a quick review about this game.In addition, game ni siap ade wiki tersendiri tau! How obsessed these people.

ni adalah BlackWidow Mouse. I teringin sgt nk catch this mouse....sbb dia ade bawa SuperBrie Cheese as trade herself out. Tp, of course la susah nk tgkp dia. x pe2, ken tggu naik pangkat dulu.Actually, mcm2 jenis mouse lg yg ader...ghost mouse, mummy mouse, diamond mouse, even gorgon mouse pon ader tau! sume gambar2 mouse ader kt dlm wikiMH tu.Ni plak, Bottomless Grave Trap, salah satu perangkap yg digunakan! Trap ni are specially untuk tangkap the forgotten mouse type...mcm ghost mouse, keeper mouse, gorgon mouse. huhu...nmpk x cheese yg kuar cahaya hijau tu?? tu special cheese, radioactive cheese. huhu... pelik2 je la... Layan ajer...

ps:/ www.isohunt.com <--recomended website utk donlot muvie, tp kena ader torrent OR vuze or whuteve yg seangkatan dgnnye.