Berhenti berharap....OR Terus berharap???

Waaa...title entry ni mcm org dlm dilema percintaan je! Cit..x bley blah. Seperti yg sedia maklum....akaun fb i da kena disabled since 28Dec (Isnin) So now.. still dlm fasa kemurungan/kekecewaan/kesedihan..dan bnyk lg fasa 'ke' yg lain2. Rasanya da hampir 48 jam i x leh login ke akaun fb i tu.....and da 3 kali i send email kat Fcukbook tu. Adoi...no response. Benci tul!

For the time being, i da create another new Fcukbook account... just for sounding the horn, and bersosial ngan hunters2 yg lain...so far...x de niat lg nk jadikn new akaun ni as akaun rasmi. Still tgh berfikir2 lg....nk tggu smpai akaun lama tu di activate blk....or just make new akaun ni as akaun rasmi bersosial networking sume??? (and totally forget bout the old account...) hmmm

ps: mlm2 x ley tido...fikirkn pasal 8ribu tikus yg i da tgkap dulu.... haishhhh
http://apps.facebook.com/mousehunt/hunterprofile.php?snuid=1612641644

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Fcuk! WTH?? msg kat atas tu berlaku masa i nak login facebook! waa...sgt2 down giler skang ni. Seriously...nk wat keje pon x de mood...nk makan pon x selera. nk blk umah kjg pon da x de mood je. andd.......rasa nk cancel je streamyx yg i baru daftar pg tadi. Argh...kalo bg pakwe hensem skang ni pon still x dpt mengatasi segala kemurungan and kekusutan yg i alami. I DESPERATELY WANT TO PLAY MOUSEHUNT!!! pls.....at least, give some solution for me to online the mousehunt...and keep sounding the horn!! i dont want to start over.. SHIT! :(

Hectic day..

Adoi..menyesal x mc lg hari ni (since dpt blank mc..leh suka suki nk isi sendiri bape hari kt dlm tu... ngeh3)..

Pg tadi kt opis ok jer....cool jer...bersenang lenang siap boleh tangkap tikus lg. Tp bila lepas lunch je...mcm2 benda pelik jadi. Paling x bley dimaafi, customer nama Angeline ni....meh nak kasi trivia sket...

~Trivia si Angeline~
1) Sejak lebih 3 bulan yg lepas, dia ni mmg pengunjung tegar ke technical opis kitaorg ni.
2) Sekali dia dtg..dia akan bawa ketiga-tiga laptop yg dia ader. (satu laptop dia guna utk surf internet saje, satu lg just utk check email, lg satu just utk plug in any pendrive)
3) Dia ader 25 akaun gmail
4) Dia ader install 5 jenis browser dlm setiap laptop dia.
5) Dia dengan sengaja pegi melawat setiap website yg ader malware/threats/virus.
6) Then, bila kaspersky da detect and neutralise sume benda...dia still x puas hati..and pegi jumpa org dell utk format laptop dia.
7) So, dlm sebulan ader 4 or 5 kali dia format laptop dia.
8) Finally, dia siap wat report kat microsoft...and microsoft skit punya pandai feedback kt dia yg whole system da kena hijack. So, microsoft da ganti activation code utk windows dia...and dell people pon da ganti hard disk baru...NOW..dia nk new activation code dari Kaspersky plak.

So...alkisahnye di opis ptg td.....masa lunch hour, dia dtg opis ni..kasi cd and all activation code...sbb dia nk activation code baru. (by that time, our manager out for lunch). Masa tu dia da tengking my colleague (indian guy...fuh..dia diam seribu bahasa je kt situ masa kena tengking ngan angeline buduh tu). Then, my manager call this fucking angeline, suh dia dtg amik cd..and suh dia minta refund kt kedai yg dia g beli tu. By the time dia dtg sini...we all kt sini sume on da phone, then ader sorang customer mat saleh kt sini, tgh troubleshoot laptop dia. Si minah gelabah tu siap ketuk2 pintu kaca kt depan tu (bunyi mcm nk roboh da pintu tu)...and mmg havoc gler masa tu. Bila i da letak phone (org lain still on the phone) then......i TERbuka pintu utk dia ..(supposely selit cd kt celah pintu je kasi dia)...then si minah mengelabah ni pon trus ar menonong serbu masuk...and nk cakp ngan my manager. I try halang dia..(sbb rasa bersalah TERbuka pintu) lgpun manager i tgh ckp ngan customer....LEPAS tu...dia tampar kt lengan i 2 kali.. FUhhh...menyirap darah den ni ha....terus i jerit kt muka dia "ARE YOU HITTING ME? I'M GONNA MAKE A POLICE REPORT!!" hahah.....dia still x nak ngaku salah..and suruh i g wat report polis... (teringat tragedi raya 2 or 3 tahun lepas pasal nk report2 polis ni..ekekek)...lepas tu..my manager take over si minah gelabah tu....fuh...penat nye menaip..(kalo nk wat polis report pon ok kan..sbb semua bukti ader...ader rakam cctv, and saksi mat saleh tu)


ok..another fact pasal si Angeline ni..
-tiap kali dia dtg opis kitaorg, sure dia pakai baju tido..pastu bau badan dia..perghh...leh muntah hijau!
-kalo badan cantek x pe gak...ni badan mcm singa laut yg tua kerepot! rambut dia blonde kerinting n panjang...kadang2 mengerbang...kadang2 dia sepit je rambut dia.. (lawo lagi nyonya kutip kangkung dlm bendang tu)
-dia mmg x penah kasi nama penuh dia..sbb dia takut org intip dia ke hape. Even nama broadband yg dia pakai pon dia x nk kasi tau.... (Paranoid gile...dia ckp.nama dia ade dlm database google. pastu dia ckp..popular bookshop penah advertise dia punya email.) haha....bongok tul la si angeline ni.
-dia penah minta kitaorg scan internet browser..sbb dia x percaya yg internet browser tu selamat urk surf (dia mmg layak da masuk sepital giler ni)

hoho..da la...mau blk umah la...nnti smbung.

TERtengok muvie..

Alkisahnye....baru blk dr midnite muvie...AVATAR...x plan pon nk tgk muvie sbnrnye. Just lepas keje td, trus shoot blk ke kjg (rutin mingguan utk basuh baju), then my SIL ajak tgk avatar...hoho...i trus mengofferkn diri utk join skali....(muka x malu :P)

tgk muvie kt alamanda...ramai giler org! muvie start kul 1pg...kul 4 baru kuar panggung! tersangat la lama..mcm citer 2012, tp citer avatar ni lebih 3min dr 2012 je. huhu...Mmg berbaloi sungguh tgk citer ni....(x mcm 2012...bosan! asyik kena tipu ngan gsi je). Tp amaran keras!! citer avatar ni x sesuai utk ditonton oleh manusia2 yg species gayat! kuikui...mungkin boleh pengsan... cheewahh... so, sape2 yg takut pada ketinggian tu...x yah la tgk citer ni eh...(ditujukn khas utk Marts..kuikui).

After tgk muvie...trus g brekpas siap2 kt kfc...then blk umah tgk perangkap tikus...and setup perangkap baru (sambil nk tggu masuk subuh)....after solat baru la update blog ni. k la..mau titon. nite!

masa kejadian : sblm g tgk wayang tadi
aktiviti : pemeriksaan kastam x bertauliah...
*sakan sungguh my bro n SIL bershopping di london...mentang2 la leh claim tax*

ps: i just mampu kirim beg harrods je..tu pon..maybe setahun baru abis bayar (sebulan bayo rm10)..muehehe....pic beg baru akan di upload kemudian hari.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431H

Assalamualaikum...
Apa khabar sume penghuni maya sekalian alam.... harap2 sihat. jgn sakit mata sudah.
da lama sgt x update..gamaknya da jadi trend kot...sebulan 2 or 3 entri saje. huhu....bukkannye ape....bz tangkap tikus aje..

Malam tahun baru ni i terpaksa keje sorg2 di opis ni. da la kt luar hujan....tmbah plak econ dlm opis ni...kejap lg ader snowgirl la dlm opis ni. muehehe...

Dikesempatan ini, nolly nk mengucapkan...Selamat Tahun Baru kepada umat Islam. marilah kita berhijrah ke sesuatu yg lebih baik....

Tahun 1430H ada bnyk sgt kenangan. Mcm2 berlaku dlm hidup i...daripada hidup seorang student, smpai la ke status berkerja. (nasib baik x kawin ke hape) huhuhu...teringat saat2 terakhir di final year...huhu...kelam kabut siapkn thesis robot tu dlm masa seminggu je...plus dgn x bley nk concentrate lg. Bnyk sgt la dugaan. Now, sumenye da berlalu...da x bley nk ubah ape2... just bley trus maju ke hadapan je..

fyi...i da tender surat resign kt current company and akan start new job in 4th Jan dkt. tettt...*biarlah rahsia*. x sabar nk fokus pada new career without think others matter especially *love life*. Now, i become heartless.

sbg penutup, disajikan ngan sekeping gambar....

*pesanan ringkas*
lain kali kalo bawa kete jgn dok berangan..smpai langgar palang bukak tutup kat lorong smart tag tu!!!! elok2 kena bayar 50sen je...trus melayang rm370. uwaa....sedih2. sape nk tolong bagi zakat kt nolly??

November - Part II

Entry ni sequence dr entry November ni.
Usually, November is always my favourite month. Bnyk benda best berlaku dlm bulan 11. 1stly of course la my birthday. Its on 14th november. And also, my fav people also share birthday in this month....dr kakak angkat, best fren, adik angkat..smpai la ke ex bf. err...perlu ke mention ex bf? hehhhehe. *kidding*

Birthday this year plg best kot setakat ni, i receive a lot of wishes from my fren, most probably because of the FB alert kot. rasa TERHARU sgt. hoho...eventhough x penah celebrate. *But my mom told me that when i was 1years old, they did celebrate my birthday :) i feel so comfort when thinking bout this. My mom said, my 2 brothers was so excited to celeb my birthday, sampaikn x sabar2 nk letakkn lilin atas my cake...*diorg letak candle atas kek yg baru kuar dr oven* of course la cair kan?? hehehe...

This year, so far...a lot of good thing happen on this month...

2nd November : Had a company dinner at TGI Friday. and they did celebrate birthday of the colleagues who fall in November, which is including me! ( got rm20 petrol vaucher as the present ) ekekeke...

12 November : My company had 'movie nite' at KLCC, watching 2012. hoho...best2..dpt tgk wyg free

14 november : of course my birthday, tp i kena keje...so, i spend a half day kt opis. than, the rest i berehat2 di kjg....smbil menyaksikan accident lori batu menghempap avanza. huish..mmg jem truk la dpn tesco tu.

20-22 november : Here i am. kt penang. Kick Off meeting. super duper best.

so...for the rest of november, i dont know what will happen. I think something bad is happening, since it is school holiday! arghh....benci gile cuti skolah! hmm...only me understand why i hate school holiday! Its really2 mean something to me. :(

k la...mau g bfast. nk mkn bnyk2 lg!

this is the original pic taken by me. accident scene.
*gigil giler masa lalu kat sebelah accident ni*

Well...I did promise to update my blog...but too damn tired! :(
Hoho...nampaknye..bersarang lg la blog ni. huhu...

Here is the view of the sea from my room! Its 32th floor lor.
*x leh tgk kt laut tu lama2..nanti mula terbayang tsunami. nauzubillah*

Itinerary

20^th Nov (Friday)

5.30am : Departure

8.00am – 8.30am : Stop at Tapah R&R for breakfast

11.00pm – 11.30pm : Arrived at Northam Hotel

12.00pm – 1.30pm : Buffet Lunch

1.30pm – 3.30pm : Kick Off

3.15pm – 3.30pm : Break

3.30pm – 6.00pm : Kick Off (continue)

6.00pm – 7.30pm : Buffet Dinner

7.45pm – 10.00pm : Kick Off (continue)

10.00pm – 10.30pm : Light supper

21^st Nov (Saturday)

8.00am – 9.15am : Breakfast

9.15am – 9.30am : To Gurney Hotel (by Coach)

9.30am – 10.15am : Telematch

10.15am – 10.30am : Break

10.30am – 12.00pm : Telematch (continue)

12.30pm – 2.00pm : Buffet Lunch in Gurney Hotel

3.00pm – 5.00pm : Telematch continues

5.00pm – 7.00pm : Presentation Discussion

7.00pm – 8.00pm : Dinner (Restaurant BaliHai Seafood at Gurney Drive)

8.30pm onwards : Karaoke session (Group presentation)

22^nd Nov (Sunday)

8.00m – 9.30am : Breakfast

9.30am – 1.00pm : Free and Easy

1.00pm – 2.00pm : Lunch (Going Out)

2.15pm : Departure back to office

7.15pm : Reached office

Definitely want to try this Geoduck at BaliHai seafood. hoho

ps; try to update my blog during this trip. muehehe.

November.

haish...time nk update je..x de mood.. time x de mood je nk update blog...

ape2 pon...i just LOVE november...but at the same time i'm also HATE november...

hmm..camne tu?? leh sape2 terangkan dgn lebih lanjut???

mostly...of coz la rasa BENCI tu melebihi rasa SUKA...
Then, how to reverse back?

Baru nk update..

Haish...td masa blk keje berkobar2 je nk update blog..
Tetiba mlm ni..mood trus menjunam ke tahap infiniti...
:(

hmm..mari buat analisis blk..

Antara faktor2 mood rosak mlm ni adalah::::
1) online kt cc....pastu pc diorg lembab gile! agaknya bnyk virus kot. tu la...sape suh guna antivirus free!!! Lain kali beli KASPERSKY!!! guna KASPERSKY!!! baru la laju je....and sentiasa dilindungi! haish
2) disbbkn tenet slow, maka aktiviti bermain game di facebook turut tergendala! budus tul!
3) tetiba td, free je dpt ceramah! da la x de mood ni..pastu ckp benda yg menyakitkn hati plak....hmm...sure x paham kn? abaikan la... <--mcm ni la hidup org x de bf. huhu

Faktor2 yg patut rasa happy::::
1) Smlm dapat bnyk tshirt free... tshirt utk g keje ye!! ader la dlm 6-7 helai kot. hoho
2) tiap2 hari customer dok tanya, 'what is your race?' haishh...nasib baik aku x jawab russian.
3) gi keje tiap2 hari mmg Happy sokmo.... haishh..mmg best x terkata la....x tau camne nk terangkn. huhuhu

hmm...k lah. cukup la tu....3 point utk mood x baik, and 3 point utk happy. Fair and square. I
should feel neutral. da la...mls nk layan! mau blk umah...tido lg bagus!

ps: esok pg kalo cc kt blok 6 terbakar...jgn salahkn nolly ye. muehehehe

Win-Net Shopping

Weih...ada lg MASA nak ber window shopping di website Harrods.
muehehe...
This entry is dedicate to my SIL (sis Olin)

ok..now i da rambang mata. mcm sume beg i nak!tp this is top 5 in the list.
Price pon ok...tp kalo ada sales, lg la bagus.
If below 20 pound, ok la lg...kalo atas 20 pound, x mo la. tersangt x mampu.

Ni adalah Pink Sequin Canvas. 16.95 pound after less 25%

ada warna hitam..tp biasa la..pink juga jadi idaman hati.

Pink Monaco Canvas Bag. 18.45 pound with no less.

ader wana biru gelap. tp biasa la...PINK tetap jadi pilihan hati.

50's Spot Mini Bow Bag. 14.95 pound wif no less.
huish..polka dot gitu! i like...tmbah2 warna merah. but i think beg ni kecik kot. mcm x berbaloi je nk beli. Tp cek berkenan sgt kt riben merah tuh.

Henry Bear Shopper Bag (Medium). 14.95 pound wif no less.

wowowo....beg ni pon best..sbb besar. mcm2 leh sumbat. tp x tau la ada zip ke x de. kalo ada zip best gak ni.

Last choice

Signature shoulder Bag. 19.95 pound wif no less

uish..beg ni berkenan sbb talinya yg panjang. best2

tp patut beli yg kilat2 ni, or just canvas? 2 2 la..bley?

Fulamak..mcm nk beli sume je kan? Ish2..godaan sungguh.

X pe la...maybe nanti leh sort out lg, biar tggl sebiji je yg jadi pilihan hati.

Ok2...now lets get back to real life!!

keje..keje!!

Happy Deepavali and Halloween.

Hola..
Happy deepavali to all my Indian frens..
Thanks to my collegue, who bring a lot of maruku! namaste.

Huhu....da seminggu da hidup berkejaya. so far..so good.
Last friday I telah blk ke kg halaman tercinta...for attend my fren's wedding.
The best part balik ke perak adalah dpt makan jagung manis bnyk2, and buah naga merah. nyum3.

Ari ni, mood nk kerja masih kering kontang, huhu..penat minggu lepas lom setle lg.
Now ni hanya bersemangat mengadap fb serta game2 dlm fb tu!
X sabar tunggu next week. Sbb ada shopping spree kat Mousehunt!!!

Nampak tak map kt atas tu? Tu adalah map game mousehunt I. Balloon ride yg dlm red circle tu adalah Ronza Travelling Shop. Dia just berkunjung ke mousehunt sekali dlm setahun ajer. Huhu...luckily i've been saving up to 2million, and I will spend for shopping spree! HUHU....hopefully Ronza will bring a lot of limited things! I guess she will arrive in couples of day and will stay until Holloween nite! muehehe..

K for Kaspersky!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Huishh.....jarang2 je ada update dlm 2-3 bulan ni.
Almaklumla.....demam facebook. Blog ni pon makin dilupai.
heheheh....

Ok2.....now i'm just wanna tell, that I AM WORKING!
huhu...bestnye. Actually....im really2 enjoy keje kat sini..
Eventhough baru je 2 hari masuk keje.

I keje as pembantu meja di kaspersky je. hehehe..
Opis da la cantik...hijau gitu... pastu, keje pon best...gayut je sepanjang masa..dibayar lak tu. :D
Then...g keje leh pakai jeans n tshirt...tshirt I LOVE KASPERSKY, not i love london.
Then...probably dpt laptop....but i'm prefer not to take it. leceh lor..
toilet ok, tmpt solat ok, pantry kat situ have loads of MILO!! which i really2 like to meratah it!

My office located between KJ and kota damansara.
So, i rent a room at kerinci....which is RM119.50 per month exclude utilities bill.
Sume kemudahan da ader dlm tu, except for astro, washing machine, and internet je which is, not bad for me. sbb i leh masak2.
Still...i bley hidup dgn senang lenang hati riang! :)
Plus....i still got a lot of frens nearby..so...leh la hangout n gossipping with them! :)

Ok la....tu je kot nk update..mls da nk lama2 kt cc ni! which is, so annoying sbb tenet mcm totis! :)

Akhir kata, gunalah product Kaspersky antivirus, nescaya..komputer anda lebih dilundungi! ngeh2...so, kalo ader ape2 hal..leh call me ya! <-- call num tech support la...bknnye my fon!

ps: for those who interested to work as Technical Support Engineer at Kaspersky...pls, contact me ya! contact me tru email la...bagus sket.. then, next week leh arrange interview wif my manager! :)

pss: sape2 yg minat and teringin nk jumpa Eugene Kaspersky..who is the founder of Kaspersky..leh la ke lowyat k! He is visiting Malaysia this week!!!! AND, we running a blogger contest!!!!! For more details, click the picture below, ok!


And a reminder!!!

STOP ASKING ME FOR FREE ANTIVIRUS!!!!
cause, i might recommend u to use the trial version! its ABSOLUTELY FREE!!!!

ngeh2...aku pon beli sendiri tau, tp taun lepas la! :P

22 Syawal.

Nolly nak mengucapkan...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

kepada umat Islam di seluruh dunia especially to my readers.
Agak lambat skit nk wat ucapan....tp x pe.. still di bulan syawal kan?
Lagipun, hari ni nolly da raya puasa 6. muehehe...pon terlambat skit, sbb salah kira2.
Leganya bila abis puasa sunat 6 and sekaligus membayar hutang piutang.. fuh~~lepas ni x pyh fikir2 da.

Ok..nah gambar raya ari tu..tp bkn gambar nolly...sbb my pic x de langsung dlm camera tu. cis...x patut sungguh. Yg ada pon, sekeping je...tu pon gambar ramai2. ish2..

My parents and their grandson.

what the heck??

Alamak...apsal out of stock plak? putus harapan.. sob2 :(

When we are dying or have suffered a catastrophic loss...
We all move through 5 distinct stages of grief.

We go into DENIAL because the loss is so unthinkable we can't imagine it is true.
We become ANGRY to everyone,
Angry to with survivors, angry with ourselves.
Then..we BARGAIN. We beg. We plead.
We offer everything we have..
..we offer our souls in exchange for just one more day.
When the bargaining has failed and the anger is hard to maintain,
We fall into DEPRESSION, despair..
..until finally..
We have to accept that we have done everything we can.
We let go.
We let go and move into ACCEPTANCE

Grief may be a thing we all have in common,
but it looks different on everyone.
It isn't just death we have to grieve. IT'S LOSS. IT'S CHANGE.

And..when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad.
The thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime.
That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive

By remembering that one day,
Somehow..
Impossibly..
You won't feel this way.
It won't hurt this much.

Grief comes in its own time for everyone,
in its own way.

So, the best we can do...
The best anyone can do..
..is try for honesty.

The really crappy thing,
the very worst part of grief..
..is that you can't control it.

The best we can do..
..is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes..
..and let it go when we can.

The very worst part is that....
..the minute you think you're past it..
..it starts all over again..
And always..
Every time..
it takes your breath away.

There are 5 stages of grief..
they look different on all of us..but there are always five.
.DENIAL.
.ANGER.
.BARGAINING.
.DEPRESSION.
.ACCEPTANCE.

09-09-09

Cepat gile masa berlalu.
Alhamdulillah...still breathing here.
And now, there is nothing i'm counting...EXCEPT for...

My lovely series that i'm seriously attached with!!!!!
oh...I just love SEPTEMBER..because its fall people!

Here..i'm waiting and counting for...
13 Sept,Sun : Season Finale of True Blood season2
14 Sept,Mon : Primiere of Gossip Girl season3
24 Sept,Thu : Primiere of Greys Anatomy season6
27 Sept,Sun : Primiere of Desperate Housewives season6

* those 4 series, WAJIB di donlot ok! Since, the listed show only in US, I kena tggu sehari lambat dr diorg....basically every Mon, Tue and Fri I akan bersiap sedia di depan torent...nk donlot every series tu cepat2.. Rasa sedih plak True Blood da abis.. kena tggu summer taun depan plak...but anyway..ader lg 3 fav series menanti! yahoo..

And here a few series yg I tgk...tp x la segila mcm 4 series di atas ;
8 Sept, Tue : Primiere of 90210 season2
14 Sept,Mon : Primiere of One Tree Hill season7
21 Sept,Mon : Primiere of Heroes season4
21 Sept,Mon : Primiere of House season6
21 Sept,Mon : Primiere of CSI Miami season8
23 Sept,Wed : Primiere of CSI New York season6
24 Sept,Thu : Primiere of CSI Las Vegas season10
1 Oct, Thu : Primiere of Private Practice season3
9 Oct, Fri : Primiere of Ugly Betty season4

Basically, this is my life for the moment...x de benda lain da nk wat...
Maybe lepas raya baru seriously cari keje kaw2.
Kalo x dpt keje...mungkin tukar profesion...cari bakal suami plak ke. muehehe..

17 Ramadhan

Semenjak puasa ni, x penah lg post entry.
For info, i'm still alive.. :)
still x bekerja.. hehehe
now, i da berada di kampung halaman tercinta...bersiap sedia nk sambut lebaran. hehe

Actually nk share story sket je.. 2 hari lepas, i and mak i berserta abg i telah bercadang nk blk kg..kt peneng.. (bunyi cam jauh je..padahal 20 min je dr umah) nak cari seafood fresh. So, kitaorg pegi ke jeti sg udang....tggu bot balik dari laut. Then, singgah kebun utk kutip buah kelapa muda. huhuhu..enjoy pic! *bley klik setiap pic utk pertumbuhan gajah.

suasana di jeti sg udang. bersesak2 la gak...sebab tempat sempit.

Semua tangkapan di longgok2 je dulu kt atas pelantar utk org ramai beli.
sume tu fresh lg...x kena ais lg..
kalo nk beli, kena bawa baldi and plastik sendiri ye!

uh..ketam itu cuba utk melarikan diri. hehee

*di kebun*
kelihatan my mom and my bro yg tgh cari kelapa muda kt atas pokok tu
-tempat i selalu berperang dgn pacat!!!-


ni real kg halaman...umah tok wan
umahnye ader kt tgh2 pokok2 kelapa tu.
best woo lepak kt sini....angin best gile....almaklumla dkt ngan laut.


hasil kutipan di kebun
ader kelapa pandan, ader pisang, ader buah nipah

ni plak hasil tangkapan laut.. (menggunakan umpan duit ye)
ader ikan jenahak, ketam, udang, udang galah, ketuka.
nyum2...sume fresh2 ni... ketam tu stil hidup lg.

ketam2 yg di siang utk di buat gulai.
uish..sedap gler k. isi dia manis jer.

pic food x de... almaklum laa..bulan puasa ni...bahaya woo letak pic food
so, sesapa teringin nk makan seafood yg fresh lg menyelerakan dgn harga yg murah, leh la berkampung di rumah i ye. ;)
Ikan jenahak tu da selamat wat gulai n goreng.. really marvelous! rasa x cukup je sekor..
Ikan ketuka tu da selamat di bakar smlm. mmg sedap giler
Udang da wat sambal
ketam da wat gulai...
tggal udang galah jer lg....

Skang ni bulan puasa..harga ikan mahal sket. sbb permintaan tggi...
so, hasil tangkapan smlm x de la murah sgt.
overall dpt :-

1kg ikan jenahak
600g udang besar
600g udang galah
1kg 300g ketam biru
1kg ketuka

agak2, bape rm kitaorg beli sume ni eh? mari la teka. hehehe
definitely kena bawa baldi ye!

~Home Sweet Home~

Huish...best sungguh bila dpt blk umah kt perak. HEAVEN giler ok!

Alkisahnya... pada 16hb Ogos.. adalah hari bergraduasi.
Dlm kul 12 tgh hari tu, sume majlis da selesai.
My family and I just bergambar di lobi cancelori je... siap ader aircond kt situ. kitaorg je yg pegi posing kt situ. Mls nk bersesak2 ngan org lain.
Pic ngan my fren pon x bnyk sgt... and i pon x la kisah sgt pon..

Dlm kul 1, i ajak my family pegi ke fakulti...ader jamuan. Huh...lengang je kt sana... ramai yg x dtg..mungkin sbb diorg da penat kot. Lepas je melantak...kitaorg trus blk kjg...berehat2 sekejp..
kul 5 ptg baru bertolak blk ke perak..

At first, i nk blk ari khamis...after appointment ngan orthodontist... tp x jadi..sbb i da x sbr2 nk berehat2 dirumah. I guess, kena reschedule my appt dlm bln puasa la plak.

Anyway...ari ni baru i berkesempatan pegi amik proper pic kt studio. Ari tu x teringin pon nk bergambar kt sana...da la mahal.. Plus..my makeup da cair2..x best nk bergambar..sbb panas.
So, pagi ni my parent ajak bfast kt luar..pastu dipaksa bw sume baju+jubah+topi+sijil+kasut sume laa..siap makeup skali. hehehe. tp tangkap my pic sorg2 je...my parent x plan utk bergambar skali pon.

Quick facts,
1) I dont hv any makeup set..weih...compact powder pon i x pakai tau. Huh..thanx for SIL sbb kasi i pnjam lipstip, compack powder, blusher, eye liner, eye shadow and mascara.
2) I x suka pakai makeup...feel like kulit muka i ni x leh nk bernafas....pastu asyik berpeluh2 je.
3) I da puas bermakeup masa muda2 dulu.. hehe...masa 1st and 2nd year je...tu pun sbb wat perfomance dance.
4) I dont get any present or flower from anyone during convocation day. heh.. x kecik ati pon. My parents n bro dtg pon da syukur rahmat da.
5) my mom and bro ckp, x de sape la nk bagi bunge...boifren x dtg. (huh~~ x pe2...sabor je la hati ini.. tau la diri ini single x berpunye)
6) Masa Graduation Day kat MRSM dulu lg worst....my parent x dtg. i pon lupe nape x dtg. tp x pe...no heart feeling. :)

Nah...pic kasut jer.
Nasib baik kaki x pyh pakai makeup... x de la berpeluh2 n cair. huhu

Graduation speech

Today's, the day my life begins.

Today, I become a citizen of the world.

Today, I become a grown up.

Today, I become accountable to someone other than myself, and my parents.

Accountable for more than my grades.

Today, I become accountable to the world.

To the future.

To all the possibilities that life has to offer.

Starting today,

my job is to show up wide eyed and willing and ready.

For what, I don't know.

For anything. For everything.

To take on life. To take on love.

To take on the responsibility and possibility.

Today..my friends, our lives begin.

And.. I for one... can't wait.

Happy Graduation Day!

July 06 - August 09

Totally flat..

Hola..

Alhamdullilah...selesai suda interview siang td which is fully FULL DAY. :) sgt penat okay..
So, for the review of interview session, i will post in next entry....

Now..i really want a nice and smoothie bed time.. :)
I guess, tomorrow i will not attend the interview for touch&go.. i really cant pull out my self together. I hope they do reschedule the session for second time. :)

Why tomorrow is friday?? urgh....cpt gile masa berlalu.... so..plan for tomorrow,
-bayar road tax (err..kt mana jpj terdekat??)
-vacuum rumah bersih2... (since my parent nk dtg)
-wash my cloth (of course by machine.)
-hand wash my graduation dress... :)
-hope can find a nicely wedges or heels that match wif my baju pepaya!!!..
-byr saman rm50 kt pakguard UKM! (sgt c puas ati ni)
-finally, go to sg buloh, to pick up my parent!!


Now...i'm signing off...
Nanaite!! have a nice dream..

Trembling

haish....da gigil satu badan da ni..
Tu la.... dulu tergedik2 sgt nk kan interview ngan hp kan?? Haa...skang ni amik!!

yg hp ni pon baik hati sgt...nk offer position tggi2 sgt.
kalo dpt jadi hlp desk pon x pe la..da bersyukur sgt tu.

Uwaaa..... da la dlm my email 'Please also be prepare as possibly it will be a full day interview.''
uh....FULL DAY?? haish..mati la cam ni..
camne kalo esok ader exam lg???
camne tetiba dia suh wat exam pasal server lak???

haish..mana nk ingt sgt... byk wei!!

ape2 pon, sok i ader interview kul 10pg
doakan saye!!!
muahhh

07.08.09

Mcm best je tarikh ari ni kan?? Pagi td telah dikejutkan dgn panggilan interview ngan HP. Alhamdulillah...ingtkn mr supervisor tu da terlupa dgn resume yg i kasi kt pwtc dulu tu. So, the interview is next week, ari khamis. I'm still waiting email from them. pehal lak x send email on the sport je td.. ish2. Well..terasa sedikit teruja...sbb i x sabar nk membizikn diri ini (dgn harapan leh hidup normal blk) :D

Semalam, i pegi 1st interview kt Manulife Technology & Services for Analyst Programmer post. Aiyaakk.....suh jadi programmer lak. Ish2..lemah lutut ni tau. Menara Manulife tu kat sebelah menara HP je. Smlm sayup je tgk menara HP tu siap dlm hati..."haish....bila la nk dtg interview kt HP ni lak...kalo hari ni interview kt hp kan best.." hikhik... kekdahnya smlm kul 6pg da bangun, iron2 baju, mandi2 manda..then kul 7 kuar merempit dr rumah. Berkat direction dr anuar saleh hanya tru ym je....akhirnya i slamat gk smpai ke damansara. tu pun ader terlajak skit...nasib baik x terlepas smpai ke bangsar, muehehe..

kul 9.30 start interview, kul 12tgh hari baru abis! bkn setakat interview je, ni siap kena jawab exam programming lak tu! haisshhh...dlm bentuk esei lak tu!! ish2...x bley dimaafkn lgsung.
Antara soalan2 interview yg i ingt:

1) tell me about ur self - i bg tau nama, ader degree IT, ader 4 org adik beradik, asal dr perak, now i stay kt kjg.
2) ur fav subjek kt universiti - i jwb robot, sbb i leh wat programming n test kt robot tu.
3) masa i pilih course b4 masuk universiti, cos ni num ke bape dlm pilihan - dgn ikhlas hati i jwb..x de dlm list. mueheh...dia gelak je.
4) pastu, bila da amik cos ni, u rasa ape?? hepi x?? - YUP, very happy (ni jujur tau)
5) ur fav subjek kt skolah menengah - i hentam jwb maths je.. pastu dia pun cam caye lak..sbb math n addmath masa spm dulu A1
6) y u like maths?? - i ckp sbb sng, n maybe i lebih comfortable ngan logic matters
7) give 2 programming langguage that ur strong most - first c++, second JAVA (hentem je ni. padahal bknnye expert pon...haishh~)
8) dia tanya pasal my final project - i pon terangkan dgn penuh smgt.
9) during u siapkn final project tu, how the flow?? do u stay up?? - biasa je..tp bila da dekat dateline tu, i da x tdo sgt. (hehe..padahal seminggu date line baru i terhegeh2 nk start buat thesis)
10) r u willing to travel or relocated - YES (normal la kan, kalo da keje tu..kena la pikul tanggungjwb, kalo x willing sume, baik jual gorengg pisang tepi jln je - ckp dlm hati je ni)
11) r u willing to stay till nite if there is conference with north america ppl? - YES. i tmbh...tu da semestinya..i mmg faham that kind of situasi.. dia cam terkejut kn, then i ckp la...yg masa internship kt exxon tu pon lebih kurg je...sbb kt exxon support worldwide.
12) in ur opinion, what is the best programming, giv me 5 point - 1st i jwb program tu must be friendly user..x susahkn n penigkn kepala user, 2) program tu kena la simple, as long as ikut keperluan. 3) program tu must be understandable by all the teams member. lg 2 i da x dpt fikir on da sport... suh dia skip je next question.
13) do u get any scholarsip - Yes, JPA.
14) owh..do u have bonding wif them? - x kot..selalunya yg bonding ni critical case je..mcm medic. kalo setakat it ni, kerajaan x pdg sngt kot.. ( haha..pepandai je i kelentong miss tu!)
15) do u prefer to work wif goverment or private sector? - if private i will make sure company tu very stable, othewise i choose for gomen. hehehe


rasanya tu je la kot...yg lain2 da terlupa. :D
i plak tanya dia....slalunya company tu byr bape utk fresh graduate. pastu dia tgk my expected salary jusk rm2k aje... dia ckp..'dont worry.. it more HUGE than u expected!' cis..mmg la...programmer mmg la diorg byr gaji mahal siap2, tp keje dia...mak aih... mau sejarah siapkn arrick robot berulang kembali!!

Lastly, dia ckp...ni ader programming aptitude test must be completed in 2hours. Yg i plak, leh dengar dia ckp ATITUDE test..(ingtkn yg mcm personal characteristic test tu la) sekali dpt soalan...sumenye programming! suh tulis programming! What the Hell!!! nasib baik x pengsan kt situ. da la coding2 ni da lama i tgglkn...BTW..i bknnye major in programming pon! haishhh..

tp berbekalkn keazaman yg begitu kuat...i gagahkn juga..kuarkan sisa2 programming yg still melekat kt dlm otak ni. Part 1, ader 10 soalan esei, tp kena jawab satu je. Part 2 ader 4 soalan, sume kena jwb. Yg part 1 tu i pilih soalan plg pendek "print out the binary number into equivalent number and input must be in integer" fuh..nasib baik la masa kursus 3p tu, Mr Ivan ader ajar...mcm mana nk kira IP address...so, ader la pengetahuan sket cam ne nk tukar binary num to number biasa. Yang part 2 plak, soalan logic...execute num. berpeluh la gk nk faham intruction executor tu. ish2. Huhu..x tau la nk lepas ke x test tu. tp kalo diorg x pggl pon, rasanya x kecik hati kot. hehehhe

Ni la HP tower idaman hati. yg dlm box merah tu, bangunan Manulife. :)
jiran je diorg tu.

ps: to all my classmate yg dpt ujian PTD esok, a very very GOOD LUCK! wei..susah tu exam dia... lg la dasat dr exam yg aku wat smlm. ( uish...i sbnrnye mau jadi PTD gak...tp x dpt lak pggilan ujian tu, sbb i apply lmbt sgt. muehehe )

Suda beli..

Ini...

Alkisahnya, pada pagi selasa yg lalu, i telah tebangun awal..7.30pg gitu. Adalah tidak normal bg diriku yg berstatus penternak lemak sepenuh masa utk bangun awal pg sebegitu. Selalunya kalo tido lepas solat subuh tu, confirm x bangun2 da. :) so, da terbangun awal..pastu x leh nk tdo plak tu, tambahan cuaca kt luar dingin dan suram je..... i telah decide utk ke jln TAR! dgn bantuan Mr PGX tanpa roadtax, daku berjaya merempit sehingga ke jln TAR + sesat2 skit, akibat salah baca signboard. muehehe... kul 9.30pg gerak kuar dr kjg, kul 10.15 gitu da smpai. Pastu bermula lah penjelajahan mencari baju pepaya idaman hati. Huish..rambang mata tul kt jln tar tu..sumenye jual baju jer...murah2 lak tu. Ish2...setelah berpuluh2 kedai masuk, still x jumpa yg berkenan di hati....kedai yg last tu baru la jumpa. Setelah diteliti dan dibelek berjuta2 kali, akhirnya i decide beli Kebaya Nyonya putih bersulam bunga pink seperti di atas. Sume tu berharga RM150. jimat la rm30 berbanding kt amcormp mall tu. Now ni, kena cari tudung lak.. haish... kasut perlu x?? rasa mcm nk pakai wedges je nanti. :P

ps: nasib baik la konvo ari ahad. :) sgt teruja!

Mau cari...

Ini..Baju kebaya pendek dgn kain satin pario.
eventhough out to date punya fesyen, i tetap nk pakai baju ni time konvo!
ngee..



opps...tetiba ader lak hutang trafik 50 hengget tu...
ingtkn leh lepas. cit.

Conclusionnye : tggl dlm 15 hari lg nk konvo, tp baju still x beli lg. ader sape2 leh carikan? bj yg i nk beli maybe warna hitam berbunga pink.baju tu ala2 nipis dan transparent skit.. ari tu da survey kt Amcorp Mall, rm180 sepasang. Ader lg ke tmpt lain yg murah eh??? :D

22/12/05 till 16/7/09

Setelah hampir 4 tahun masa berlalu dan juga Rm6k++ melayang, akhirnya...gigi ku sudah cantek!!

baru perasan..dr akhir tahun 2005 i da kunjungi ys tan dental tu... by my self only.
negotiate bla..bla..bla... finally, pakai gk braces ni.

Original version before pakai braces
agak2...teruk ke tak? my sis selalu ejek i, GIGI BESAR SEBELAH.

tadaa..... selepas bertarung nyawa memakai braces selama bertahun-tahun. ecece..
tp gigi ku da makin sedikit...da x de 4 btg

new born

Hi. Nama saya Arman. :)

Post it Vow

To love each other even we hate each other
no running...ever. nobody walks out, no matter what happens
To take care when old, senile and smelly
This is forever.

Blur

Alkisahnye smlm,
I terbangun awal....almaklumlah...ader appt kt cinema alamanda kul 10 pg tu..
Buka2 je mata...trus check skrin laptop...ni la akibatnya tdo berbantalkan laptop..
Then, ternampak status ym ynaa... 'May u rest in peace MJ'...
ku ingtkn MJ tu kucing dia ke hape...
cek la kt blog dia....rupanya MJ tu micheal jakcson.. oo...pasal da meninggl.

dlm OTAK i trus berfikir..
'waa..bagusnye cik ynaa ni.....dia bley ingt eh bila Micheal Jackson meninggal. Siap leh wat entry memperingati hari ulang tahun kematian MJ lg.'

pastu......lama la gak i berfikir lg....da bape lama eh MJ meninggal???... :D
pastu siap google lg sbb nk tahu, sejak bila MJ meninggal dan kenapa..
Lor....rupanya smlm tu la baru dia meninggal....bukan nye da lama meninggal.

Kesimpulannye, otak i ni da set kot yg MJ da lama meninggal, mungkin juga otak ni da set kan MJ meninggal semenjak dia bertukar kulit tu, dr hitam ke putih. Ape2 pon, otak i ni mcm ade masalah jerrrr..... :D