Define H.A.P.P.Y

Are you happy?

Those 3 words, its too hard to answer. At some point, i dont know what Happy means to me. Err.. Happy Mobile Prepaid Plan? which i already use..but not bring happiness much for me. Hmm..its kinda weird why i feel such in this way.... Thats pathetic rite! the only remains in my minds are:

> when u always cry..for every single day, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u are distracted by preparation the exam by last minute, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u are struggling work out ur assigment , its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u are not start the thesis yet, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u realize that u've been wasted 2 month just like that, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u realize that u dont have frens to share ur problem with, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u know that everyone are not supportive to u, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

> when u are alone dealing with your own problem, its definitely NOT A HAPPY FEELING

What else? Maybe for some people, they are not happy when get a bad result, have no money, when their car are broke or their husband miss the dinner. What ever it is, i still dont know how our feeling define itself. oh..crap! What i'm talking about? duhh..

Actually, i want to know, what a HAPPY feeling can feel? What it should be? Isnt a HAPPY feeling is like u are floating in the sky? Are u feeling happy while u r floating in the sky? Isnt a HAPPY feeling is like u are in Big Apple's kitchen (which is, u can metaphoric eat the donut as mush as you want)? Would u feeling happy when u can eat donut as much as u want? hmm..i better signing off. BYE

Ps: Its clearly shows that i dont know how to feel Happy, i'm not feeling happy for quite some time. And i dont know how to find it. Isnt too late for me?